When I became a parent I never dreamed that one day I would be planning a funeral and memorial service for my baby.  It is not natural!  This is my entry for pain and suffering.  The pain and sufferingthat no parents should ever have to go through.  Only the eyes show the suffering of a mourning parent.  Many times the body and mind is numb.  Years later his favorite toy brings tears to my eyes. Now the horse rocks by itself when it is occasionally brought out of hiding.  The rocking horse in black and white.  I tried to add more contrast to this one.  rocking horse.  I wasn't sure to post this one but I figure I must share my  angel with you since I have already shared my three angels on earth with you.  I know this is not a very good picture but I had to scan it in.  I didn't have a digital camera when my son was alive.